Sunday, January 19, 2025

 

As Winter Moves In

Clouds crowd above branches stripped bare
In Winter’s stark stare.
Silence murmurs through cold air
As if Nature doesn’t care.

Where are the leaves when we need them
To guard us against wind and frost?
They have fled, taken cover in the ground below,
To leave us alone and lost.

             New Mexico, December 9

 

 

THE HOTEL ROOM

Solitude has wild flashes.
Fantasies jump upon the stone
of desolate courtyards.
Ropes stretch and threaten to snap.
Blistered paint of old hotels,
of forgotten pillars
that cling to desperate rooms,
cry out in empty echoes.
Chipped tiles erase memories.
Pale skies eat time slowly.

We shatter the mirrors of our chambers
seeking essences;
those fragrant, few drops of light
that we contain but cannot touch.

The arms that clasp the hand-carved chairs by the bed side,
skin that ripples in moonlight, the woven blankets wrapped around us,
the face of a thousand moods, the laced curtains that tremble
by the open window, eyes that probe the wallpaper,
the metal lampshades dulled by rust, the ears that hear dreams,
the marble floors that reap our mistakes, hair flowing across the room,
the stained mattresses that groan, the backs and muscles, hard as opals,
that gently decay.

A few drops of light endure
and those we cannot touch.

             -- C.S. Cholas

                Ixmilquilpan, Hidalgo, Mexico
                6 de enero, 1983

The Concealment: Written by my secret and only friend, Cosmic, on the ship, while crossing the Red Sea

I was not allowed in school. ‘You’re such a fool!’ they said 
My garments were handmade and concealed me until
My nightly exposure at the evening show at the Palace of Amir.
No one can tell me where I was born, and I travel still
Never to know where my mother birthed me. I hear
She handed me to a slave and fled in fear.
Baabek, Isfahan, Ghadames, Hebron.
Rumors say it was in the Wadi Rum ‘The Valley of the Moon’
My black skin hints of Marrakesh.
Some say I must be Nubian from Wawat. 

All strange names to me.  Cosmic knows them all.
Cosmic, my cat, I found in Istanbul, or so he’s said.
He’s full of ancient spells in his eyes.
Draw close to feel them. 
They followed me on my mystic walk.

He’s my only friend, the one who knows who I really am.
We talk.
My friend has traveled oft in caravans, alleyways,
And into strange caves where hermits pray.

Our Arab troupe crossed into lands
Beyond what I am unable to know.
Veiled and concealed between shows,
They kept me in the closed cart free from male eyes.

I kept a secret rose a handsome young Egyptian threw me.
I would be stoned if anyone knew how it came my way
After a show in Cairo.
The young man slipped away
After he threw it so not to be caught.

I stay veiled until the dark oud mourns.
Men gather to stare.
They know what my magic is when concealment
Is manifest, and my belly twirls.

 C. S. Cholas, 29 September 2023
Ekphrastic poem
"Green Eyes” by Derrick Montez