Showing posts with label Colorado. Show all posts
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Monday, November 13, 2023

 II Desperation: War and Heroes

In April 1969. 
High School is over for me,
But not the war that took a friend
I used to wrestle in school.
Coach knew Frank was meant for trouble,
Like a puma refusing to be caged,
Restless and reckless.
But he won many matches for the team. 
I only won one all year on the B squad.
Frank encouraged me and helped me make moves.

And then, he went to war, Vietnam,
And the rest is not a dream, but a horror from far away.
Where leaders went insane at the price of the men they led.
A squad leader on a mission to assess the damage done;
A B-52 bomber strike at Dau Tieng.
Sergeant Saracino, a point man with hand grenades and a gun.
Pull the pin and launch it upon the bunker of the other side.

Perhaps wrestling moves raced through his mind, which one to choose?
Switch reversal would be good in this clash.
Life passes in a flash.
Double leg takedown, spawl, fireman’s carry.  Save your men,
Throw the grenade at a bunker, stall them ‘til the period ends.
A headlock would help here. Try to pin them down.
Allow your men to withdraw.
The enemy fire machine guns, bullets like swarms of bees.
How to flee? Switch, whizzer, sit out.  Face to face,
Are full Nelsons and choke holds legal on the battleground?

The air is full of war: grenades and screaming guns
Exposed to a hail of bullets, Sergeant Saracino, a master of takedowns,
Placed suppressive fire on the enemy until his comrades
Reached a safer space.  Is that the bell or the door to hell.
And did we win the match? Who could tell, each side took its toll.

The world is brutal clatter: and does it really matter?
Air strikes from above and machine guns rattle on the ground
Both sides desperate now, crazed only to win.
No referee can be found to stop this thing.
All the rules have been shattered, and does it really matter?

Frank charged again in a one-man assault
Upon a bunker, killing its two occupants with hand grenades.
Perhaps he thought: It’s not my fault.
To hell with earthly crusades.  No worries, end of story.

Then somewhere a heavy caliber gun fired on the platoon.
In the smoke of doom, Frank saw his men open to the deadly volley,
He exposed himself to save them by engaging the hostile fire,
As he strove to throw one more grenade.
at the machine gun emplacement, he was killed by the enemy barrage
“Sergeant Saracino's extraordinary heroism and devotion to duty, at the cost of his life, were in keeping with the highest traditions of the military service and reflect great credit upon himself, his unit, and the United States Army.”

Frank, destined for trouble, won the match, and died in the rubble.
But both sides lost the war. Did we learn anything?
All the rules have been shattered, and does it really matter?

C. S. Cholas
12 October 2023


 

Salsabil: (softly flowing river)

Qur'án: 76:18: "From the fount therein whose name is Salsabíl (the softly flowing)."

 Expectation April 1969 Fort Collins, Colorado. 

High School is over for me,
A sweetly strange mood hovers over the air
That lingers from a recent dream.
I stand on the street curb in front of Hickman’s for Men
Looking across South College Avenue
To a campus lawn across the street
It’s my timeline: past, present and tomorrow.
I sense something is going on.
Beyond the war in ‘Nam
Beyond Racial hatred here in my homeland.
Something is going on quiet and deep.
Deeper and beyond what is going on.
Something great is moving in, penetrating the soul.
As I stand
in front of Hickman’s for Men
(The store where I bought my Scout uniform.
Years ago in junior high.)
Ethereal voices, a few compressed into one Speech,
Serene, faintly heard somewhere press behind me.
I sense the transcendental Presence of the eternal Essence.
I wonder if those around me feel it too. 
 

I watch an African woman, stately and noble,
Cross South College Avenue
She wears a long, vibrant kaftan
With a matching head wrap,
She crosses the avenue with two large books
Balanced on her head.
Her posture is straighter than anyone
You could meet in my hometown. By her looks
She is beautiful, elegant, and chaste.
I only know she is African, but I am too naïve
To distinguish between tribes and the kingdoms
They once reigned.
She crosses the avenue like a mirage,
Like a soft flowing stream rushing to paradise.
Do I really see her floating by in the spring air?
Maybe this is why I am here, 
Should I follow her and see if she might be a link?
She reaches the other side only to fade away.
Past stale, old buildings, as if she is only a blink
Misplaced in the stroke of another spring day.

Something will happen if I stay aware.
Deep to the bone, a sense, and a whiff in the air.
That the world is to be changed.
It is not clear what, when, 0r where
The restless moment when the world is rearranged.
I am young and think in momentary events
That strike quick like lightning or an atomic blast;
Impulses that bolt fast into life without premeditation.
I watch traffic pass by
Thinking a sign will burst across the sky
Escorted by fire and a heavenly choir.

I watch a car pass by filled with noisy, young men.
The windows are down, and loud music disturbs the mood.
From inside the weathered car, The Beach Boys’
“Two girls for every guy” blares out of old sedan.
The “Girls are made for sex” music of the day.
Not the holy voices I expected to hear.

C. S. Cholas

October 8, 2023
Memory from 1969

 

 

Tuesday, February 14, 2023


Bahá’í Teaching- Jan - June 1972, Durango, Colorado

From Notes by Chris S. Cholas, Secretary of the Southern Colorado District Teaching Committee

01-02-1972: 4 Sharaf 128 – Durango

Began task of typing up MAP (Mass Awareness Conference) results. Finished typing recommendations to National – will send a copy to every District Teaching Committee (DTC) in the Rocky Mountain/Southwest area. Evaluation compiled. MAP committee evaluation is three pages long. Presently working on Workshop results—looks like about nine pages from that alone. The entire report will be fifteen t- twenty pages. I hope National can use it.

Letter from Chuy Villagomez inspiring. I am glad to hear from him. He was also impressed with the Fort Lewis College Club’s reaching the campus leaders report.

The Carsons in Lesotho wrote a few days ago to let us know the Lesotho National Spiritual Assembly will be considering our possible pioneering plans.

Audrie Reynolds called from Phoenix confirming our Arizona circuit—she will send names of Whiteriver believers and $35.00. She said a Hand of the Cause of God is going to be in Phoenix tomorrow – Albuquerque later this week.

Velma Sherrill called Borens. She will be in Durango January 11 to meet with the Assembly. Sorry we can’t be here, but our Arizona circuit is booked. I called Albuquerque about the Hand of the Cause coming there Friday evening. I hope we can go. It will be on January 7th.

The Durango Spanish-speaking Proclamation will be on January 8 and 9. We should be busy. Hoping the mass conversion might be eminent! I called Allen Murray in Alamosa. He wants to go to Albuquerque on Friday also.

01-03-72: 5 Sharaf 128 – Durango

Powerful underlying forces of God seem to be working. Must remain steadfast and deepen more in the Cause. Durango Baha’i’s are working on ways to reach out to older people.

01-04-72: 6 Sharaf 128 – Durango

Returned from special journey to Farmington at 7:30 a.m. Not much sleep all day.

A meeting between the Durango Spiritual Assembly and Hand of the Cause of God Dr. Muhájir in Albuquerque, Friday at 4:00 p.m. Doug & Snook Boren, Doug (Myers), Linda and I should represent Durango’s Assembly.

Bob Phillips is planning to come to the Festival of Light in March.

The afternoon was hectic, not a lot accomplished. I did put out some DTC correspondence and worked on the Formative Age Institute for Palisade in February. I hope to ask Auxiliary Board member Margaret Gallagher to come. Tomorrow is busy.

Doug (Myers) and Linda (and Gary Dragna, who is now here in Durango) put up posters for the 8-9 Proclamation—I am becoming excited about it. Almost too much going on. We are very tired, but no rest in sight.

Such movement! May the momentum carry us forward with the Message of God for all men!

01-05-72: 7 Sharaf 128 – Durango

Community meeting potluck was held to write down questions for Hand of the Cause Dr. Muhájir in Albuquerque on Friday.

January 16 Deepening Conference planned for Farmington.

Festival of Light Committee met.



01-06-72: 8 Sharaf 128 – Durango

Woke up late and went to college—played and recorded some piano. Gary Dragna was with me—talked to one person about the Faith.

The money for the Arizona trip arrived. We are asked by the Southwest Indian Teaching Committee (SWITC) to try to meet with Whiteriver Tribal Council to ask for permission to teach the Faith there.

Plans to meet with the Hand of the Cause is set up 3:30 – 5:30 p.m. tomorrow in Albuquerque. We must try to pick up Dolly Rodgers in Santa Clara on the way down.

Trying to contact Taos Bahá’í Group to go. Just made it how- midnight! They are planning to go to Albuquerque tomorrow. Yá Bahá’u’l-Abhá!

Finances still very bad. A letter from home—my dad, saddened me. I must make effort to stabilize finances and strive for a profession.

We hope to ask the Hand of the Cause for advice about our Arizona trip, too.

Yá Bahá’u’l-Abhá!

01-07-72: 9 Sharaf 128 – Durango

We left Durango at about 9:30 a.m. We went to Santa Clara Pueblo about 1 p.m. to find Dolly Rodgers, but we didn’t, so we continued to Albuquerque. We arrived at the home of Edna Andrews, who was providing hospitality for Hand of the Cause Dr. Muhájir. Edna is wonderful. We waited for Doug and Snook Boren and Sunshine Kelley to arrive. They came about 3:30 p.m. Dr. Muhájir was resting when we arrived. Soon he entered the living room and graciously greeted each of us. We prayed together, then Doug Boren presented our Festival of Light four-day event to him. Dr. Muhájir asked us to consider making it a thirty-day campaign. He said that in India they have forty-day teaching campaigns, because a weekend event doesn’t provide opportunity for follow-up on new believers and new friends. He wanted us to consult and to announce our decision during the evening talk. He told us not to think of race or culture when we teach, but to teach who Bahá’u’lláh is. Use posters, picture albums, etc. He told us the Baha’i’s are different (not separated into categories). They are Baha’i’s—all one.

We consulted at dinner. We agreed to have a thirty-day campaign in Durango beginning February 26 with the Formative Age Institute in Palisade. Hopefully, Auxiliary Board member Margaret Gallagher will come.

Dr. Muhájir gave a powerful talk in the evening as the meeting hall. He said not to wait or to be afraid to reach all people with the Message. He said: “They their dreams, visions and inspirations.”

Albuquerque Bahá’ís announced that they are setting up five-person teaching teams (from a letter to India from the Universal House of Justice). Durango announced Fast Thirty-Day Campaign!

We met David “Elf” St John with us. He volunteered to help Durango with the 8-9 effort. We stopped at his home in El Rito at 2:00 a.m. and arrived back in Durango at 6:00 a.m., January 8th, very tired.

01-08-72: 10 Sharaf 128 – Durango

We started the south Durango efforts at 2:00 p.m. We split into teams and hit assigned areas of south Durango with invitations to tomorrow’s lunch and movie. We had some immediate response, but no enrollments. We prayed for the next day’s effort that waiting souls might appear.

The DTC had a lot of correspondence. The Bahá’ís in Florence want to have Knight of Bahá’u’lláh in February maybe around the 12th and 13th. Palisade confirmed to host the February Formative Age Institute. Cortez is doing well. Alamosa is doing well. No report for all other areas. I must write all tomorrow before the Arizona trip.

Helen Tapia from Santa Fe arrived this evening to help with tomorrow teaching. The Durango community is tired, but still functioning. Fatigue is apparent. Efforts mustn’t cease, but believers need additional strength at this point.

It is good to have David St. John (Elf) here.

Maynards and Doug Myers came over tonight – we went to the college, and I was able to see some friends. Linda worries about being a good mother. She does so well, I wish she wouldn’t worry. Amani’lláh weighs over ten pounds now.

Sunshine, Elf and Doug Boren went to Farmington to help with a fireside there. Marsha Harrington and Mike Brooks from Alamosa are here, too, but on personal business this time. It is 2:30 a.m. January 9th.

01-09-72: 11 Sharaf 128 – Durango

Good, good progress today. Proclamation: lunch, movie and talk brough a full house with about fifteen Bahá’ís, fifteen friends over fifteen, and almost fifty children. No immediate enrollments, but a very good feeling.

Frankie Albo should return tomorrow. Doug Myers, Linda, and I leave tomorrow for Arizona.

Jack Roath called this evening—everything is going “beautiful.”

I need to write Florence community for Institute 12&13 of February.

I contacted Pueblo, Trinidad, and Alamosa for setting up Formative Age Institute in late February. Overall, progress is good.

Homefront seems well enough for us to begin our ten-day trek through Indian areas of Arizona, praying that God will be with us. Audrie called at the last minute: circuit is all set.

01-10-72: 12 Sharaf 128 – Phoenix, Arizona

We will include San Carlos on our circuit and will be there January 16.

Called Western Regional Office to ask for list of audio/visual aids and information about consolidators.

Chinle at 1:00 p.m. Talked with Annie Kahn. She is interested in a Bahá’í summer school. I told her that we are investigating John & Maggie Hursey’s place at a possible site. She has had no progress on creating a newspaper. We invited her to Durango’s March campaign.

Went to Dine Bitsiis Baa Aha Yaa to see Chester (Kahn). He has just returned from an Auxiliary Board Conference in Fort Collins. He gave us very good advice and explained his work and we told him we would try to get him to Fort Lewis College to speak. We also invited him for March. Chinle has good Assembly possibilities for Ridván. We left Chinle at 5:00 p.m. We helped some people who needed some gas.

Arrived in Phoenix about 11:00 p.m. at the Helmicks. We briefed with them about the oncoming days. So much to do!

01-11-72: 13 Sharaf 128 – Phoenix, Arizona

Doug (Myers) cam at 10:30 a.m. We went to Zahrah Schoeny’s (Zahrah had attended the MAP Conference.) We called Julie Sater. She invited us to come at 2:00 p.m. to meet some friends from Fort McDowell (Fort McDowell Yavapai Nation).

We then went to Guadalupe at 1:00 p.m. and visited Marilyn Herrera (Sanchez) and talk to her neighbor, Ron Sanchez. The visit left us with a very good feeling.

The afternoon at Julie’s was also rewarding. Three people from Fort McDowell came. We shared about Bahá’u’lláh’s Teachings. We will meet again with Julie on Thursday.

No word from Tempe Assembly yet. Doug took us to a printing place. We are having 1000 pamphlets printed up for $17.88—more expensive than we expected to pay.

Doug dropped us off at my Aunty Georgia Fourlis’s home where we had dinner. Linda told her we are Bahá’ís, but she didn’t ask up anything. We will visit her again tomorrow and meet her husband. Aunty Georgia is may favorite Greek relative going back to my younger years during my family’s annual Western Colorado trip to Paonia, Colorado.

Back to the Helmicks at 9:00 a.m. we received a call from the Tempe, Assembly asking me to call the Coolidge Bahá’ís, so I did. We will meet them tomorrow—Central Arizona College at noon and Coolidge Group at 3:00 p.m. to talk about Indian teaching efforts.

We visited by phone with two Tempe believers. Then we called a friend, who used to go to Fort Lewis College, and who is now working at the Indian School.

01-12-72: 14 Sharaf 128 – Phoenix, Arizona

We visited my favorite uncle, Tom Cholas, brother to Georgia Fourlis, at the Doral Rest Home. I remember Tom as a gentle and kind person. Tom has Multiple Sclerosis and is declining rapidly from a strong and healthy man to a person, still strong in mind and spirit, but who can barely talk or move. He was very appreciative of having prayers together and learning about the Bahá’í Faith. I felt so privileged that we could spend time with him.

We went to the Central Arizona College (CAC) campus and met with the Bahá’í College Club. CAC is a two-year school with about fifteen hundred students including two hundred Indian students and five Bahá’ís. Not much activity yet, but efforts are being planned. Firesides are set up. Most of the small Coolidge Bahá’í community attend CAC.

The Coolidge Bahá’í Group has good possibilities for Assembly status by Ridván. It’s a very good group with six adults. The Tempe Spiritual Assembly could help more.

We hope they can make a breakthrough into the Gila River Reservation. No efforts have been made. We visited the Reservation and prayed there. Yá Bahá’u’l-Abhá!

May God help that downtrodden place.

Rhoderoi and Ken Myers gave us a wonderful dinner at 7:00p.m. From the Myer’s home, we returned to the Helmick’s to meet with the Northern Arizona District Teaching Committee. We reported what we have thus far done and consulted on the Whiteriver effort coming up January 17 & 18. I asked Nancy Phillips to keep I touch with Carol and Lucile Hyeome at the Phoenix Indian School.

Julie Sater called, and we shall meet with Scottsdale members at her home tomorrow at 9:30 a.m.

Doug called Durango: Velma Sherrill left today. Ruth Moffat may be able to come for the Festival of Light. Rhod Myers asked us to invite Walter and Emma Jones from Cottonwood.

It was a good day (but I feel uncomfortable in Phoenix.) I am look forward to the Scottsdale effort in Fort McDowell tomorrow, and, of course, Guadalupe on Friday morning.

01-13-72: 15 Sharaf 128 – Scottsdale & Fort McDowell, Arizona

We visited Salt River today and gave a copy of Bahá’u’lláh and the New Era to the library there with Linda. Three Bahaais from Scottsdale came with us. We prayed by the Tribal Center.

After lunch we went to Fort McDowell Yavapai to teach. Linda and Odale told the Tribal Chairman’s wife, Mrs. Harry Jones, about the Faith. It was well received by her.

We went to Guadalupe and spent the night at the Herreras. We felt that we had a very productive day: Scottsdale could do lots.

01-14-72: 16 Sharaf 128 – Pisinimo, Tohono Oʼodham, “the desert people”, Arizona

It was a long drive to arrive here, but we found our friend, Liz Howard, and she is happy.

There is a Catholic Mission here with a nice priest from Germany. The village will assuredly accept the Message of Bahá’u’lláh. We prayed for a local Spiritual Assembly to be established here. I drew the Ring Stone Symbol in the dirt with Bahá’u’lláh’s Name to symbolize planting the Blessed Beauty’s Message here. Yá Bahá’u’l-Abhá!

01-15-72: 17 Sharaf 128 – Tucson, Arizona

We left Pisinimo at 11:00 a.m. and arrived in Tucson in the early afternoon at the Schmucker’s home. They are all wonderful. Susan Schmucker went with us to Sells to Susan Isaac’s home by the high school.

We prayed there and discussed teaching plan for Papago (Tohono Oʼodham). We wanted to find two other Baha’i’s. We ate at a café and then drove and drove, but could not find the Joaquins, Ruth and Luci. We did find Ruth’s cousins, who said that Ruth’s husband had been killed.

Susan Isaacs has been here one week and has already made inroads that could be effective. We promised her our prayers every night, and to write from Durango at least once every Bahá’í month.

We returned to Tucson around 10:30 p.m. Two people declared at the Schmucker’s fireside. Very long day.

01-16-72: 18 Sharaf 128 – San Carlos Apache Reservation, Arizona

We spent the morning and afternoon with Tucson believers. We bought books and left for San Carlos.

We stopped to have prayers in Oracle, Mammoth, Peridot, Winkelman, and sunset prayers on San Carlos.

Ellen Struven greeted us warmly and fixed a wonderful meal. Roosevelt and Lillian Wilson came over. We discussed possibilities for the San Carlos Assembly and shared prayers.

Tomorrow, we head for Whiteriver.

11:30 p.m.

01-17-72: 19 Sharaf 128 – White Mountain Apache Reservation, Whiteriver, Arizona

In the morning in San Carlos, we walked to town with Lillian Wilson and visited several people. Ellen saw us off.

We drove to Globe and spent some time there washing clothes and eating.

We arrived at George Hesse’s in Whiteriver around 5:30 p.m. He had graduated from Fort Lewis College and found a teaching job in Whiteriver. He let us have his whole trailer to stay in. He made us very comfortable. Tomorrow will be busy and important—we must talk to Tribal Chairman Fred Banashly to seek permission to present the Faith on the Reservation.

We went to be early—9:00 p.m.

01-18-72: 1 Sultan 128 – Whiteriver, Arizona

I arose late. We went to the elementary school where George worked to have lunch with him. From there we prayed and then found Pansy Cassadore at her work, where we visited with her for a while. She mentioned the names of people we knew from Fort Lewis College.

From Pansy’s office we went to the Tribal Office to put the Bahá’í Faith on their next Council agenda and to see Fred Banashly. The next Council meeting won’t be until February. Mr. Banashly wasn’t in.

We visited our friend, Irma Riley, at the BIA information desk. Irma is a nice person. We arranged from Irma’s switchboard to see Mr. Banashly who was now in.

He greeted us warmly. Doug stayed in the car praying all this time and watching little Amani’llah (then two months old). Mr. Banashly is Mormon, and we explained our purpose to try to locate Bahá’í members living in the Whiteriver area. He allowed us to do this. He told us if we want to meet with the Council, we should, beforehand, sent them our proposal.

In the afternoon we found Bernice Quintero, who is wonderful. We will see her tomorrow before we leave. We ate with George and his neighbor.

Pansy came over while we were gone, but we called her, and she came over around 7:00 p.m. We talked about the Faith and social issues. We gave her The Hidden Words.

We had the Feast of Sultan right after Pansy left. We reviewed our trip and read many prayers together.

Reflections of Sharaf:

The MAP Conference ended and the month of Sharaf began with increased fervor and enthusiasm. New directions and multiple efforts were immediately initiated in Durango, Southern Colorado, and other areas of the Southwest.

Hand of the Cause of God, Dr. Muhájir’s coming to Albuquerque marked a definite release of spiritual energy throughout the area and has sparked a new dimension for us in teaching. Teaching teams are being developed throughout New Mexico and Arizona. Southern Colorado has become a more cohesive forces in the Cause.

The plans for the Formative Age Institutes in Southern Colorado had begun.

The Bahá’í community of Durango’s has new spirit and a growth in understanding teaching and consolidation. The plans for a thirty-day teaching campaign beginning during the Intercalary Days were set in motion. The Festival of Light should become a sign of the Faith’s roots being sunk deeper in Durango’s soil.

Our present teaching trip through Arizona for the SWITC, now in its final stretch, has brought to light many problems in Indian teaching efforts and also revealed many underdeveloped gems and goldmine areas. Papago (Tohono O'odham Reservation) is a bright light area for me.

The DTC work in Colorado needs to increase. More correspondence with the friends should be started on a regular basis. There still needs to be more movement in most Southern Colorado areas. Alamosa, Palisade and Durango are taking the load presently. Trinidad, Pueblo, Cortez, and Florence are beginning to arise. Hopefully, other areas will, likewise, arise. It was a big loss for our area when the Browers left Florence to move to Illinois. The adult number there is only four now. Trinidad may be losing members to moves. Hopefully, we can all double our efforts during the month of Sultan.

01-19-72: 2 Sultan 128 – Fort Wingate, New Mexico

Our health is wearing thin, but we are still marching on.

Linda talked to Irene Moody who would like Bahá’ís to visit her.

We ate lunch with George and visited his class. We left for Zuni around 1:00 p.m.

Linda is not feeling well. Amani’llah is not well. We could not find any of the believers in Zuni, so cancelled that portion of the journey and went to the Reynolds in Fort Wingate.

Audrie and Johnny Reynolds gave us hospitality. We turned over our trip’s report to Audrie and had a lengthy consultation on Indian teaching. We discussed the needs to have guidelines on teaching in Indigenous areas and ways for communities to work together more. Also, we consulted on the possibility of a June Mobilization Conference in the Southwest to foster better coordination and better use of the Administration.

01-20-72: 3 Sultan 128 – Durango

The consultation with Audrie continued in the morning. She gave us materials for use on the Southern Ute Reservation. Plans to consult with the Fort Apache Tribal Council arranged—we will write proposal and mail it and be prepared to present is in February or March with George Hesse.

We drove to Gallup and spoke with Zuni homefront pioneer. She is leaving Zuni soon. Another pioneer in Zuni is also leaving. The Bahá’í work in Zuni needs new direction and spirit for teaching.

We spoke with Jim Wood and made plans to “jam” three days in February in Durango. Victory Ahrends was also passing through Gallup from California going to move to Texas to help the Cause there. It was good to see her again.

We arrived in Shiprock around 7:00 p.m. We finally found Marge Charlie (from FLC) at almost 9:00 p.m. at her apartment in the Nurses Quarter. We enjoyed connecting with her again and left her a “Mankind is One” button. She is planning to move up to Durango.

We arrived home about midnight.

Arizona Mission -- January 1972—finished first phase. Fort Apache may be coming up again soon. Doug Myers maybe can take his mom, Rhoderoi, to see Liz Howard in Pisinimo and also to San Carlos next weekend.

01-21-72: 4 Sultan 128 – Durango

Our neighbors, the Reynas, visited. And Gary Dragna came over.

Amani’llah had to be hospitalized with a “touch of pneumonia” at Mercy Hospital around midday. We are very sad.

I tried to work on the Southern Colorado DTC reports and files but was unable to because of interruptions. Janet Maynard came over—we talked about possibilities of a Bahá’í owned coffee house and had sunset prayers.

Janet brought Linda home from Mercy Hospital (“dedicated to the Glory of God for the care of His children”).

Michelle and Robbie (friends from FLC – Michelle is indigenous from Alaska; Robbie is from England) and they stayed for dinner. We spoke about the Faith with them.

The Festival of Light committee met and prepared an outline for the Thirty-Day campaign.

Amani’llah seems a little better. Doug Boren also told us about the first Bahá’í funeral held in Aztec for Gerry Leeper. Doug read the Prayer for the Departed and seventy people attended the funeral.

With everything going on, our emotions are high… Linda and I needed time to talk and pull ourselves together.

01-22-72: 5 Sultan 128 – Durango

Today Linda went to Mercy Hospital, and Janet, Gary and I went to Cortez. We visited the Brocks, the Hurseys and Cindy Reddy. We plan to return Tuesday and try to go regularly.

Plans were confirmed for a June three-day or four-day Institute on the Hursey’s land near Dolores.

As plan was also discussed for a Proclamation on March 3 in Dolores or Mancos. It still needs to be set up.

The Formative Age Institute for Palisade now definite for February 26-27.

Colorado Springs is tentative for February 19-20. The February 12-13 DTC will meet in Widefield. There is so much movement that I cannot write is all down. Please forgive me for this.

The Southwest Portfolio Committee for Southern Colorado to set goals: 1) consolidation in Cortez; 2) open Ignacio to the Faith; 3) stay alert for teaching possibilities on the Ute Mountain Reservation.

Hoping to go to Ignacio on Monday or Tuesday.

Amani’llah is somewhat better. Sunshine came home from Denver. We had a social evening at the Borens. The Assembly will meet tomorrow.

01-23-72: 6 Sultan 128 – Durango

The Durango Assembly met through most of the day. The Bahá’í College Club elected Stan Welsh (not a Bahá’í) as chairperson.

Frankie Albo came over with Gary Dragna, the Borens and Doug Myers. Everyone is happy.

Today was a busy day; tomorrow will be busier with the DTC meeting in the morning; a talk to a FLC class at 2:00 p.m.; potluck at 6:00 p.m. and the Assembly meets at 6:30 p.m.

I’m feeling inefficient in keeping up with the DTC correspondence that needs to be worked out. My personal necessities also must be handled soon. Linda isn’t feeling well, and Aman is still in the hospital.

The Hand of the Cause of God Dr. Ugo R. Giachery is presently in Phoenix.

The Universal House of Justice sent a cablegram to Durango through the National Spiritual Assembly of the US assuring us of their prayers for victories in the Southwest. My reflection: “Majestic Process Gathering Momentum”

Our human resources are short through Southern Colorado: new believers are essential to so the teaching efforts can accelerate. 1:30 a.m.

New believer in Leadville: Richard Lynch

01-24-72: 7 Sultan 128 – Durango

Snook (Belinda Boren) and I gave a presentation of the Faith to a FLC Journalism class. Felt good.

Played two hours of music and taped some of it.

The Assembly met in the evening.

01-25-72: 8 Sultan 128 – Durango

Started late: worked on Southern Colorado DTC mail and did errands in the afternoon.

Pita Gomez (local friend) came over for an hour. Linda was with Amani’llah. Pita and I had a good visit. She seems closer to the Faith.

I went to Cortez to see the Brocks with Janet Maynard. We deepened on the theme of “work.” We discussed are teaching—the Brocks will see if clubs would like to have Bahá’í speakers. Progress is being made to open the Ute Mountain Reservation to the Faith.

When we returned home, I talked with Gary (Dragna) until 1:30 a.m.

01-26-72: 9 Sultan 128 – Durango

There is definite progress on the Southern Ute Reservation today. I spoke with Ruby Brown of Alcoholic Anonymous in Ignacio, and we will come two weeks from tomorrow to help with teen group in Ignacio. Discovered that Anna Weaver is back—hopefully we can contact her soon.

Amani’llah came home today—still congested, but better.

Three people attended our fireside—all interested and will be reading the Writings; two of them plan to return next week.

I will visit Eventide (rest home) tomorrow and als0 look for work.

01-27-72: 10 Sultan 128 – Durango

Progress made in Durango today—teaching in the Santa Rita area. Also, I sense closer unity among believers. Deepening on the Administrative Order began today.

I’m having progress reaching my family… My grandmother Barngrover is in the hospital in Grand Junction, and I may meet my dad there. Prayers.

A good day: Amani’llah is better. My friend, Frankie Albo is shining more. 12:50 a.m

01-28-72: 11 Sultan 128 – Durango

I began volunteering with the Headstart Program today—it was enjoyable and successful, and I will continue next week.

No mail for first time in months.

Participated in a fireside at Eventide Rest Home. It was good and we will return.

I was thinking about the need to have franker consultation with the friends. Sometimes a “tightness” seems to exist restraining members from expressing their true feelings.

I wrote to Pansy Cassadore and mailed a letter to Tribal Chairman Fred Banashly, too. We need to work on the proposal requesting to meet with the White Mountain Apache Tribe.

01-29-72: 12 Sultan 128 – Durango

Lazy day; not much activity, except for surprise, short visits from the Suinas (Sam and Carlotta) and later from the Reynas. We gave a Bahá’í prayer book to the Reynas. We plan to visit the Suinas tomorrow.

The Assembly met from 4:30 p.m. to 8:00 p.m. We had a social evening with the Borens after that.

Marsha Harrington Brooks called from Alamosa. Their community funds are very low, and they are requesting to have their own Formative Age Institute letting Pueblo and Trinidad combine theirs. Feeling very tired; health is good; spirits are emotional.

01-31-72: 14 Sultan 128 – Durango

Not much accomplished. My father’s birthday. The Assembly meeting was productive—we met from 6:30 p.m. to 1:30 a.m.

02-06-72: 19 Sultan 128 – Durango

I have just returned from a weekend deepening on Detachment and Sacrifice, which most of the Durango Bahá’í community attended. I feel more refreshed now.

Activities are increasing in Southern Colorado:

Montrose: It is open to the Faith with three Bahá’ís living there.

Florence: Kay Zinky Institute is set there for February 12 and 13th.

Palisade: They had radio time there this morning.

Alamosa: good works going.

Feast of Mulk tonight.

Reflections on Sulṭán:

It was a frustrating month, but definite progress was made. The progress wasn’t visitable until the end of the month. Southern Colorado has movement and efforts are increasing.

Palisade is stable; Cortez now working more; Durango slowed down a little, but still have movement; Florence has lost numbers, but increased efforts. Canon City is stagnant; no word from Trinidad since Masáʼil. Colorado Springs and El Paso County are opening and doing more consolidation. Pueblo hasn’t reported and Farmington (NM) is slower. Overall, progress is good.

02-07-72: 2 Mulk 128 – Durango

The Maynards hosted a great fireside with two seekers. The day was slow, but nice. I spent the day walking downtown with Frankie Albo.

Linda contacted the White Mountain Apache tribal office. We are due to meet them on March 1st.

The Durango Assembly met until 3:00 a.m.

02-08-72: 3 Mulk 128 – Durango

Another lazy day. The proposal to meet with the White Mountain Apache Tribe is ready to send off.

Further progress on the Colorado Springs Formative Age Institute.

Gary Dragna left for San Jose, California. Sunshine brought over a friend to the house for a very good evening with Borens and Doug Myers.

The Maynard went to Cortez to visit Bahá’ís.

02-09-72: 4 Mulk 128 – Durango

Volunteering at Headstart is opening opportunities to share the Faith.

Durango Community feels more united. Doug Myers is visiting Laramie, Wyoming.

We had a beautiful fireside with six people.

Going to Ignacio tomorrow.

I am hoping for representatives from Colorado Springs, Pueblo and Trinidad can attend the DTC meeting on February 13. We can consult about the Formative Age Institute plans then.

The teaching momentum is up in Durango, and Cortez friends are doing well.

Activities in Bloomfield, NM are still happening. 1:00 a.m.

02-10-72: 5 Mulk 128 – Durango

Good daytime in town.

We went to Ignacio, but nothing was set up to meet with the AA teen group. They said to come back on February 24.

Looked for Anna Weaver but didn’t locate her. We couldn’t find Jeri Layton. We said prayers in Bayfield. Our finances are extremely low with no income in sight. My personal concerns weigh on my mind.

02-14-72: 8 Mulk 128 – Durango

We returned from a beautiful Institute on ‘Abdu’l-Bahá given by Knight of Bahá’u’lláh Kay Zinky in Florence. We learned much about the Master and felt His Spirit amongst us.

The DTC meeting consultation held in Widefield on February 13th centered on encouraging areas to have mass proclamations throughout March and April. Jack Roath will investigate Trinidad to see how they area and we will shoot for proclamation in Walsenburg.

Allen (Murray) and Marsha (Brooks) will check out Alamosa and Monte Vista for next meeting on April 7 and 8.

Representatives from Colorado Springs and from El Paso County met with the DTC to plan Formative Age Institute (FAI) next weekend. Dennis Jenkyns will coordinate.

Jack Roath will set up FAI in Pueblo/Trinidad.

Mike Brooks will set up and conduct the FAI in Alamosa.

Will investigating use of the Hursey land in Dolores for a July summer Bahá’í school.

02-15-72: 9 Mulk 128 – Durango

The Durango Deepening Committee met at Maynards and made plans for an all day deepening on March 11 on the dangers of psychic forces, using Chapter 8 of the Divine Art of Living. We will include skits.

The Festival of Light plans go forward. The community is resting and gaining reserve strength for immediate and long range tasks ahead.

Linda is well; Amani’llah grows bigger and bigger.

Snook is pregnant. Our hearts are happy for Doug and her.

Bob Phillips from National plans to come in April. We are requesting Auxiliary Board member Velma Sherrill for early April too.

Continuing to have contact with friends in Cortez and in Palisade to renew teaching plans. 11:30 p.m.

02-16-72: 11 Mulk 128 – Durango

I worked during the afternoon. Then we had a wonderful fireside with 6 friends of the Faith with great discussion.

I wrote (as DTC secretary) all of the Cortez believers and will visit them on Saturday.

02-17-72: 12 Mulk 128 – Durango

I visited my friend, Frankie Albo, at the hospital. He is very weak. We had a potluck at the Myer’s home with the Festival of Light and teaching committee joint meeting to plan the months of March. We have high expectations for successful teaching. Rhod Myers facilitated and informal deepening on teaching, firmness in the

02-22-72: 17 Mulk 128 – Durango

After a weekend study on Mass Conversion and Teaching the Masses, we feel more energy for teaching in Durango.

Cortez is forming a separate group—all high school students. Cindy Reddy will convene.

Chester Kahn hopes to come March 26 for a “Council Fire.”

We found Garlyn Baca yesterday. She still lives in Durango, and we hope to see her tomorrow.

A meeting with the Durango Police Chief is planned tomorrow to present the Faith to him.

Frankie Albo is home now. Linda will conduct a fireside on campus tonight.

Linda is coordinating afternoon firesides Tuesdays and Thursdays at 1:00 p.m. for women in town.

The Assembly meets tonight. More direct teaching being used with success! 6:30 p.m.

02-24-72: 18 Mulk 128 – Durango

We had good rapport with the Durango Police Chief yesterday: another channel that might open.

Garlyn Baca came over for dinner and another of our friends, Marta Gunter. We went to Ignacio to consult with the AA youth teen group. The result of the visit was good, and we will have follow up there.

Intercalary party tomorrow night at the Maynards. Good feelings!

(That was the last entry until four months later in June. I am not sure why the entries abruptly stopped, but I think we were about to begin our intensive 30-day teaching campaign.)

06-22-72: 18 Nur 128 – Durango

Late evening. It has been difficult to keep up with events during the past four months, and much has resulted.

Estimated that 75% pf Durango population (12,000 total) are now familiar with the name of the Faith through hard and continuous teaching efforts. And there has been growth in Ignacio. Auxiliary Board member Velma Sherrill recently helped at a campout Institute in Montezuma County.

Briefly:

Alamosa: Has Assembly – people are receptive to Faith, but membership remains small

Durango: Ten adults, three youth—there has been internal growth with tests and bounties.

Palisade: Assembly formed, and the DTC receives good reports from there.

Montrose: Has two adults now.

Gunnison: Good reports with three adults.

Montezuma County: The Institute campout helped a lot.

Pueblo: Membership is down, but internal growth evident.

Florence: No report

Canon City: improving with five adults

Trinidad: Lack of deepening.

Colorado Springs: growing

El Paso County: New spirit and growth

La Junta: Homefront pioneers helping to open the area up to the Faith

Leadville: Richard Lynch is teaching the Faith.

The DTC is revamping teaching outlook. My personal feelings are that we need to improve the quality of Bahá’í life to see results.

Just returned from Alamosa. Nice visit with the friends there.

My family is fine. We visited family in Fort Collins, and then went to visit Linda’s family in Isleta.

Linda was appointed to the Southwest Indian Teaching Committee, and she will go to Phoenix next week for the meeting.

The Feast of Rahmat is tomorrow.

 

 

 

 

 

Monday, December 26, 2022

 



Vignettes of Dine Students in Ignacio 1972-78

The connection with many Navajo (Dine) students residing at the Southern Ute Residential dorms to finish high school led to deeper friendships, including enrollments. Nancy Yengel was among the Bahá’i teachers helping with the regular meetings at the Southern Ute Recreation Center. With her guitar she taught us songs about the Faith, which the students enjoyed. Several of these wonderful young souls sometimes made their way to our home at 507 5th Avenue as we could arrange to check them out for a weekend.

Several of whom I remember included: Roberta Johnson (Shiprock), Maxine Burton (Fruitland), Kathleen Walters, later Shavanaux (Aneth, UT), Lynda Begaye (Shiprock), Juanita Begay (Shiprock) and Gloria Tapaha (Cove). These friendships continued when we moved to Ignacio in 1975.

Roberta Johnson: Roberta (known as Bert to friends) had been raised in Nucla, Colorado for part of her childhood, but her family was from Shiprock. She was comfortable in both worlds; Dine culture and the American contemporary lifestyle and completely bilingual in both languages. Her desire for a career was to be a heavy equipment operator. Around us she was cheerful, helpful and had the ability to bring her friends at the dorms to Bahá’í gatherings. If she was with just Linda and I, she could open up and share deeper experiences and feelings.

One time when Roberta was visiting us at our Ignacio home, she stared at the Greatest Name that we had on our living room wall and share a memory she had years before. She told me that when she was attending a residential school on the Navajo Reservations, teachers would arrange for students to stay with them at their home during breaks. Usually, she said, the teachers, who arranged for students to come to their homes during breaks, had them do chores for the teacher in the home where they were staying. However, the teacher where Roberta stayed was different from the other teachers and didn’t require Roberta to do chores and treated her like a family member. Roberta enjoyed being with the teacher and volunteered to help around the house. Then, pointing to the Greatest Name on our wall, Roberta said that the teacher, Mrs. Service, had the same symbol on her wall. And Roberta added that Mrs. Service always treated her special with her kindness and love. This was before Roberta knew about the Bahá’í Faith.

While in school in Ignacio, Roberta would consistently bring friends to Bahá’i meetings at the So. Ute Recreation Center, and later, once we had moved to Ignacio, to our home in Candelaria Heights.

After high school, Roberta went home to Shiprock, and we visited her at her home a couple of times. Her mother, as I recall, was cordial, but distant. One time was to see if Roberta could go with us to a meeting that Auxiliary Board member Nancy Phillips was organizing with Linda’s help in Isleta Pueblo in 1975. We had the mother’s consent and Roberta wanted to attend. On the weekend of the event, Linda headed to Isleta to meet Nancy and to arrange the venue. I went to Shiprock to pick up Roberta and head to the meeting. It was a much longer drive then on Highway 44. I remember seeing a bumper sticker at the time that said: “Pray for me, I drive on Highway 44.” Much of the trip was quiet, I let Roberta choose the radio station she wanted, and we share the usual small talk. About halfway to Albuquerque Roberta suddenly asked me if I believe in medicine men. I answered ambiguously that I thought medicine men could be helpful to families. A long pause followed, and then Roberta said in an angry tone, “I hate medicine men!” Another long pause and I asked her why she felt that way. Roberta answered, “When I told my family that I was a Bahá’í, they put me in a hogan for three days and had a medicine man come to get the Bahá’i devils out of me.” “I hate medicine men,” she repeated. I praised her courage and commented that oftentimes people are afraid of new things, especially new Messengers from God. The conversation continued along those lines for a while, and I felt she was relieved to have unburdened herself.

After that, it became difficult for Linda and me to make frequent trips to Roberta.

We gradually lost contact with our friend, Roberta. She was special then, and I sure she still is. Then our own journey took us to Las Cruces.

Kathleen Walters: Around 1972-3 we met Kathleen, who resided at the Southern Ute Residential dorms. She came from Aneth, Utah and became attracted to the Faith through the Bahá’í meetings held at the Southern Ute Recreation Center. She may already have known something about the Faith from Frank and Wilda Cox, who lived in Aneth at the time. I remember after Kathleen had decided to be a Bahá’i, we made a trip to Aneth to meet her parents, who I remembered had the same calm countenance as their daughter. They already knew Frank and Wilda, which reinforced their trust in the Bahá’ís. Kathleen had an independent, yet reserved, spirit and we included her in gatherings early on, in Durango and in Ignacio. Having permission from her parents, Kathleen went to a Bahá’í conference with us in Denver, and in August 1974 with Frank and Carole Hitti attended the First National Bahá'í Conference for America held in St. Louis, Missouri, and up to that time had been the largest conference of Bahá'ís drawing twelve thousand participants. Sometime after, Kathleen started attending Fort Lewis College and met a student from Northern Ute, named Darrell Shavanaux. She brought him to our home in Ignacio. They were interested in marriage, and we shared Bahá’i Teachings about marriage, parent consent and the simplicity of the wedding ceremony. We offered to help them if and when they decided to marry. When they moved to Utah, we put them in touch with Baha’i’s there.

Juanita Begay: Juanita quietly had shared the Faith with her family, including with her uncle, Peter Begay. Peter provided patient transportation for the Shiprock hospital, and we would interact with him in 1973, when we needed to transfer our daughter from Mercy Hospital to the hospital in Shiprock to continue that Indian Health coverage. On the way to Shiprock, Linda was able to share some of the Bahá’í teachings with Peter and the nun. Peter said he knew about Bahá’i from his niece. Linda asked him who was his niece. Peter answered, “Juanita Begay. She goes to Baha’is meetings at the Boarding school in Ignacio.” Wow! We knew Juanita from the Bahá’i meetings at the Southern Ute Recreation Center that we helped to arrange with permission from the staff at the Residential School. Juanita was one of a number of students who requested to come to the Bahá’í meetings. Linda would sign the interested ones out and bring them to the Rec Center and return them after the meeting. Over time a number of students, mostly from the Navajo Reservation including Juanita, joined the Faith while they attended school in Ignacio and were staying at the dorms.

Gloria Tapaha: Gloria regularly came to the meetings at the Southern Ute Recreation Hall. Quietly shy, seldom talking, she could have been overlooked in group meetings. She was/is from the Cove Chapter. (The Cove Community is located in a remote and isolated area, surrounded by the Lukachukai and Carrizo Mountains. The Chapter is located in one of the most scenic areas of the Navajo Nation. The Chapter House is about 42 Miles from U.S. Highway 491 and 10 miles West of Red Valley, Arizona on Navajo Route 33.

https://cove.navajochapters.org/)

We lost contact with Gloria after she graduated from high school. Then, several months later, we received a phone call from her. She said she was attending school at Provo, Utah, then she said, “I miss Bahá’í.” She did not have her own phone (in the days before mobile phones) and couldn’t give us a good contact address. That was our last direct contact with Gloria, an especially quiet, and quietly special soul.

Maybe two or three years later, Ken Morphet Brown was giving a period of time focusses on teaching/consolidation on the Navajo Reservation. We asked if he might be able to locate Gloria. He tried without success to locate her or any person with the last name of Tapaha. However, while he was visiting a remote area near Cove, when he made mention of Bahá’í, often he was told that someone had been sharing Bahá’i with people, but no one could say who the person might be. I have often wondered if that quiet teacher might have been Gloria.

Lynda Begaye: When we lived in Ignacio, we connected with another special student from Shiprock, Lynda Begaye, regularly visited our home with friends and family. During a school break we decided to go to San Diego with Lynda, her best friend, Irene Armstrong, and our children (four of them at the time). The plan included visiting Indian reservations along the way. We arranged night stops with friends and Bahá’ís. Our first stop was on the Hopi Reservation where we enjoyed Hopi blue corn pancakes on Second Mesa. From the Hopi Reservation we continued through the Navajo Reservation spending one night in the Phoenix area. We knew a couple from Durango who were living in Tucson so the father could study at the University of Arizona. Since it was winter break, we were able to have permission to spend the night in a school on the Tohono Oʼodham Nation (more commonly known at the Papago Reservation in those days) at Pisinemo. Only a few staff members were on duty while we were there, and they helped make our stay there relaxing.


Some Bahá’ís in San Diego had told us of a gathering being held in a mountainous area along Interstate Highway 8 that had been arranged with friends of one of the bands of the Kumeyaay. Stories, food, and fellowship was accented by cultural music. Several Persian believers from San Diego were invited to share Persian social dancing with swaying hips. I do not remember much of San Diego, except spending the day at the San Diego Zoo.

Reflecting on that long trip in a small hatchback with Lynda, Irene and our four children (Bienshirni was the infant), I do not know how the passengers endured their cramped quarters in the car, but they did without complaint.

The remembered friends above were teenagers at that time in the 1970’s and would be in their 60’s now as of this writing (July 2022).

Memoirs of Chris Cholas, July 2022